At 4a.m. this morning when I was sitting in our rocker feeding Hannah-Lynn this poem just totally came to me about Brandon. I guess it's what's been in my head with all he's been through these past few months. He's been sick on and off with ear infections, colds, and then most recently this week we got the flu. The amazing thing was I didn't have to think long for the next line, it's like the Lord just gave it to me, and I was even able to remember it this morning to type it out.
With my son ,Brandon, in mind,
I sit down to write and take the time.
I wonder in years what will he become.
Will he grow big and strong like some?
Will he live to be a married man,
Or to be a Grandpa again and again?
The uncertain future for him is hard to think about,
But with God's help I will not doubt.
Colds, ear infections, and the flu,
I wonder sometimes what we are going to do.
It makes this mother's heart ache,
Wondering just how much he will be able to take.
The Lord had a plan when he was born,
He constructed his every shape and form.
I pray Brandon will live to be a testimony to all,
Of God's grace and mercy for all who on Him will call.
6 comments:
wow Hannah, that is just amazing and such a blessing from the Lord.
We heard about Brandon from the time he was born, and prayed for him through the surgeries and all. And I guess we just don't hear as much now, but it's still a reality. He's a living miracle as God has brought him through surgeries, sickness and many other things.
I just cannot imagine the ache in your heart of wondering what will be. But you know what - those questions you have are questions any of us could have for ourselves, or anyone. For none of us are promised tomorrow, but we live like we are. Then we look at someone like Brandon, who has something different about him, or has difficulties - and we see it in a total different light.
Thank you for putting perspective into my life right now. It isn't always easy - I have to say it is hard sometimes when we look out at the uncertainty of the unknown - we get afraid and don't know what to do. We don't know what's next. We know that God knows - but then, He doesn't normally tell us what is going to happen before it does. So, may the Lord strengthen your heart. Like I said, I can't even pretend to imagine, as I'm not even a mother - but I too hope that Brandon is a testimony to many people of the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ.
Thanks for sharing the poem again! It is so sweet, and I agree...the Lord gave it to you!
Love,
Ruth Ann
Aaahh. Hannah, that's such a beautiful poem. I can feel for you through reading it. Poor little Brandon. I'm sorry he's had a rough time of late. Colds, flu, etc. is never any fun. I hope you get some sleep tonight!!
Love you guys!!!
Holly
PS. The pictures of the big red balloon in your last post are so cool.
Hannah what a beautiful poem! I cried when I read it. He looks so healthy and sometimes it is hard for me to remember that you all are still going through so much. I will continue to pray for Brandon!
Can't wait to see y'all Tues.
Love, Morganne:-)
Happy Mom's Day! Love, Morganne
What a neat poem It was yesterday that Ace and I were talking about Brandon and wondering what God's plans are for him and why he has to always be sick. Still keeping him in our prayers.
Hannah, wow, that poem is amazing! I wouldn't even be able to think straight at 4a.m. let along write a poem. Brandon is such a special nephew and I am so proud to be his aunt:) He is always in my prayers.
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